December 2010
2 posts
I saw your name.
I saw your name on a paper, folded through the middle
Had to do a double-take and squint my eyes a liitle
To realize it was all in my head
The page that bore your name instead
Displayed the name of a car dealership in south bay
So I disregarded it, decided against throwing it away.
There it laid, on the fire escape down the hall
I thought it wouldn’t affect me at all
That is,...
In my head.
I don’t like what I see when I look at my reflections
Reflected in true colors,
Showing mine without looking inside.
I’m very self concious in an unconscious way.
It gets in the way more then often
To tell you the truth,
I think I stress myself out
More than anything in specific
I just don’t like the person who stares back at me
from the mirror in the bathroom
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